Beautiful or Bettyful? o.O

I didn't expect that I would come up into this kind of decision because when I was a child, my parents always ask me if I would like to have a surgery, and I always answer them a "BIG NO!" but now, I'm counting the days before my operation, I guess 14 more days to go. I don't know if I would be excited or nervous. *sigh* I'm excited because sooner or late I would be beautiful but nervous because of the pain that I would encounter after and the outcome of the surgery. SORRY GOD IF I'M NOT CONTENTED WITH WHAT I HAVE RIGHT NOW :( Some people discourage me but I don't care, they would never tell unless they were not in my situation..

RESPECT!